Table of Contents
| Chapter One – Life 101 (read excerpt)
Chapter Two – Background (read excerpt) Chapter Three – My First Encounter with Grace Chapter Four – Patrick Chapter Five – Traveling home Chapter Six – The Angels Chapter Seven – Louisa May Chapter Eight – My Return Home Chapter Nine – Jody, the Phoenix Dealer Chapter Ten – A Letter of Hope from my Father Chapter Eleven – My Parents Say Good-bye to Me Chapter Twelve – The Prodigal Daughter Chapter Thirteen -What I Know of Insanity Chapter Fourteen – An Attempt to Explain the Madness of Cocaine Addiction Chapter Fifteen – A Cry in the Dark Chapter Sixteen – The Beginning of the Miracles Chapter Seventeen – Ruth’s visit Chapter Eighteen – Hortense meets God Chapter Nineteen – 62 Things Cocaine Robs You Of Chapter Twenty – Valley Hope Chapter Twenty-One – More Miracles Chapter Twenty-two – One Miracle, Helen, RN Chapter Twenty-three – Saying Good-bye Chapter Twenty-four – Good-bye to the Queen Chapter Twenty-five – Eric Chapter Twenty-six – Charmaine/Patrick Revisited Chapter Twenty-seven – Teaching again Chapter Twenty-eight – Telling my Parents I was Pregnant Chapter Twenty-nine – Owning up Chapter Thirty – The Pregnancy Chapter Thirty-one – Friends Again Chapter Thirty-two – The Arrival of Our Miracle Chapter Thirty-three – Still More Miracles Chapter Thirty-four – My death Chapter Thirty-five – The Cockroach People Chapter Thirty-six – Helping Others Chapter Thirty-seven – Overcoming and Peace (read excerpt) |